At the time of writing this: it’s been about over half a year from taking a break from social media due to anxiety, although something about the comic in certain ways has helped in relatable familiarity.
I remember we haven’t actually properly spoken or at least not in a proper conversation format and memory tends to be a constant struggle, although whilst I have formerly went by “PA90” that fragment of youth is best left in the past.
Started reading about a month/few weeks or so ago, and a fair bit has in certain ways helped emotionally. Partly in the numbing clarity of one’s mind, and how it expresses things that I retain consistent lucid dreams of with things of my own. Except in this case it’s Drekir, instead of Voderai.
In the past few week I’ve found myself to be busy and distracted intertwined. Uncertain about how things have been in the OOPs community, and I’d guess there’s some anticipation for the YingFortress mod, although I’ve found myself multitasking with various others mods which happens to include a DF DragonScape mod.
Though in relation to various things: I’ve been feeling more like I’m “searching for myself” more than anything, which granted that I’m genderfluid: dysphoria’s a likely factor, although back to the dreaming: I’ve felt more comfortable as Avenkyr Pakacit, and my dreams which of themself forsake sleep: has long acted as a comfort zone.
Anyways: not entirely sure why I’m writing this, if anything hopefully it can be reconciliation for my own self and whatever state of mind I’ve been long experiencing.
The comic expresses my feelings and in part views more than I’m capable of expressing myself.
You know I can relate with exhaustion, burnout, and depression about the social media landscape and what it seemingly does to people. Its a rather alienating thing. It’s one of the reasons I decided to take my tech illiterate ass out to make this comic site thanks to some recommendations from a few artists I really look up to and respect.
And I am glad to hear it’s helped you emotionally, to be honest I draw it as a way of coping well enough with my own emotional, life, and personal problems! So I am glad to hear it’s helped someone else as well.
As for the OOP community, I know Val and a handful of other folks within that whole community but I don’t keep much of a specific eye on what’s going on within it, but Yingfortress sounds ilke a good mod.
Really curious to see a DragonScape mod! That sounds pretty awesome! I don’t play Dwarf Fortress but that would likely drag me in (I am drek brained what can I say?)
And hey good to hear you’ve been searching and seemingly finding yourself! Very good to hear, Best wishes in everything workin out with your identity and gender identity. Dysphoria can be a painful thing from what I understand, I hope you get through it and find yourself in there. If you need an ear to yap into I got mine and they still work well!
2 thoughts on “The Long Hike on The War Trail 18”
AvenkyrPakacit
At the time of writing this: it’s been about over half a year from taking a break from social media due to anxiety, although something about the comic in certain ways has helped in relatable familiarity.
I remember we haven’t actually properly spoken or at least not in a proper conversation format and memory tends to be a constant struggle, although whilst I have formerly went by “PA90” that fragment of youth is best left in the past.
Started reading about a month/few weeks or so ago, and a fair bit has in certain ways helped emotionally. Partly in the numbing clarity of one’s mind, and how it expresses things that I retain consistent lucid dreams of with things of my own. Except in this case it’s Drekir, instead of Voderai.
In the past few week I’ve found myself to be busy and distracted intertwined. Uncertain about how things have been in the OOPs community, and I’d guess there’s some anticipation for the YingFortress mod, although I’ve found myself multitasking with various others mods which happens to include a DF DragonScape mod.
Though in relation to various things: I’ve been feeling more like I’m “searching for myself” more than anything, which granted that I’m genderfluid: dysphoria’s a likely factor, although back to the dreaming: I’ve felt more comfortable as Avenkyr Pakacit, and my dreams which of themself forsake sleep: has long acted as a comfort zone.
Anyways: not entirely sure why I’m writing this, if anything hopefully it can be reconciliation for my own self and whatever state of mind I’ve been long experiencing.
The comic expresses my feelings and in part views more than I’m capable of expressing myself.
HoboPatch
You know I can relate with exhaustion, burnout, and depression about the social media landscape and what it seemingly does to people. Its a rather alienating thing. It’s one of the reasons I decided to take my tech illiterate ass out to make this comic site thanks to some recommendations from a few artists I really look up to and respect.
And I am glad to hear it’s helped you emotionally, to be honest I draw it as a way of coping well enough with my own emotional, life, and personal problems! So I am glad to hear it’s helped someone else as well.
As for the OOP community, I know Val and a handful of other folks within that whole community but I don’t keep much of a specific eye on what’s going on within it, but Yingfortress sounds ilke a good mod.
Really curious to see a DragonScape mod! That sounds pretty awesome! I don’t play Dwarf Fortress but that would likely drag me in (I am drek brained what can I say?)
And hey good to hear you’ve been searching and seemingly finding yourself! Very good to hear, Best wishes in everything workin out with your identity and gender identity. Dysphoria can be a painful thing from what I understand, I hope you get through it and find yourself in there. If you need an ear to yap into I got mine and they still work well!
Be well and i wish you the best on your journey!
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The Long Hike Act 1
The Long Hike: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40
The Long Hike to Kennewicks Gate: 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 72 73 74 75 76 77 78 79 80
The Long Hike to Extraction: 81 82 83 84 85 86 87 88 89 90 91 92 93 94 95 96 97 98 99 100 101 102 103 104 105 106 107 108 109 110 111 112 113 114 115 116 117 118 119 120
Respite from The Long Hike: 121 122 123 124 125 126 127 128 129 130 131
The Long Tail (18+): 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Respite from The Long Hike: 132 133 134 135 136 137 138 139 140 141 142 143 144 145 146 147 148 149 150 151 152 153 154 155 156 157 158 159 160
The Long Hike from The Dragon of Paradise: 161 162 163 164 165 166 167 168 169 170 171 172 173 174 175 176 177 178 179 180 181 182 183 184 185 186 187 188 189 190 191 192 193 194 195 196 197 198 199 200
The Long Hike to Wherever tomorrow Comes: 201 202 203 204 205 206 207 208 209 210 211 212 213 214 215 216 217 218 219 220 221 222 223 224 225 226 227 228 229 230 231 232 233 234 235 236 237 238 239 240
The Long Hike Act 2
Éldimor Atavism: 1 2
The Long Tail's Gud Legs (18+): 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12
A Hiker Passing Through: 1 2 3
The Long Hike Past the Screaming Caldera: 241 242 243 244 245 246 247 248 249 250 251 252 253 254 255 256 257 258 259 260 261 262 263 264
The Long Tails New Pot (18+): 1
The Long Hike Past the Screaming Caldera: 265 266 267 268 269 270
The Long Hike on The War Trail: 271 272 273 274 275 276 277 278 279 280 281 282 283 284 285 286 287 288 289 290
Audited
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Under the Logáu Noon
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